9 days until first exam...
I am royally shitting myself, and i'm so bored of sitting in my room reading through material that i dont care about. I hit breaking point a while ago and i dont even know if uni is what i want anymore, i'm so bored of my subjects, but i'll carry on and i'll enrol at uni and i'll go along with 'the plan' because well quite frankly, there isn't anything else for me to do.
I'm unconvinced that after the end of college that i'll have any sort of relationship with friends compared to what it was, as i'm already seeing people slipping away. Yeah i know all very melodramatic n such, but that's just how it goes i guess.
I cannot be arsed with exams, but i'll do them, i'll probably not get the grades to satisfy my mother, but she will just have to be disappointed.
I'm excited for camping in the summer, but i know that there will be people there that drag the mood down, so im just hoping i dont lose my calm and kick off because that will only drag the mood further, and i dont want to ruin it for the happy folk.
I miss my friends outside of college, i haven seen them in a while and they're pretty much ace all the time, so i could do with the pick up. Roll on my dads skemrock night on thursday so i get to see the gays (Y) best night of the week so far and it aint happened yet ha.
I've been writing a shit load of morbid, boring, same old story poems that i simply dont want to upload since i dont want people to think i'm a moody so'n'so since i'm pretty happy when i think about it, i'm just a little cynical.
this is possibly the biggest load of dribble i've wrote in at least a week ha
on the upside.... esme's birthday will be cool, camping will be ace, i will be going out over half term to see the gays, and my dad has started up his band nights again
how's everyones exam prep going?
ciao xx






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